The next
part was all said in a soft whisper as to not disturb her sleeping sister.
"Oh Laurel I have not been a good sister, I don't know what happened to us
we used to be as thick as thieves. You were always my best friend the one I
told everything and sometimes I miss you. I guess you grow up after father died
making sure our family kept above water. You were always there for us, always
the head strong, common sense one, that we depend up to get things right and I
was the non-sensible, foolishly idealistic one and after father died I just
wanted to escape into a dreamy world of fantasy. It was a world of fantasy. It
was a world we once shared but then you faced reality and I never could. Oh
Laurel, I am sorry for any of my foolishness that I caused you pain, I am sorry
I am not more dependable like you, I wish I could be?"
"Don't
be," Emmy looked and saw Laurel looking at her.
"I
am sorry Laurel, I didn't mean to wake you."
"I
am glad you did. Emmy don't be like me I am too structured and everyone thinks
I am too unfeeling. I am sure that is what drove Ethan away."
"What
do you mean?"
"I could not express my feelings to Ethan Foster not to him, not even to my sister or my mother because I am so structured I couldn't let someone know my heart. When I saw you gave your heart so openly to Mr. James I admit I was a little jealous of your spirit and heart."
"I could not express my feelings to Ethan Foster not to him, not even to my sister or my mother because I am so structured I couldn't let someone know my heart. When I saw you gave your heart so openly to Mr. James I admit I was a little jealous of your spirit and heart."
"Really?"
"Yes,
while sometimes you don't always think before you talk and you act as if
everything was novel, you have such a passionate spirit."
"Don't
wish that, it sometimes causes more regrets than happiness."
"We
just need to figure out how I can be a little bit more like you and for you to
be a little bit more like me then we will be the perfect puzzle piece."
Emmy
looked into Laurel's eyes and saw a happy tenderness she had not seen in a long
time. The girls curled up next to each other for the night and the morning
Laurel was able to come down for breakfast. Aunt Iris was so happy to see some
color in her niece's cheeks she made sure to serve them an extra large helping.
Though Laurel's color had returned she felt tired after breakfast and went back
to bed.
"Aunt,
we have to figure out if what Caleb told me about Mr. Foster being engaged is
true or not."
"How
are we going to do that? Spy on him."
"No,
I don't know."
"Sweet
heart I think we should stay out of Mr. Foster and Laurel's business."
"I
wish I could but she is my sister, I cannot risk seeing her potentially having
her heart broken."
"Emmy
dear I know you mean well but I hate to admit it but broken hearts are a part of growing up. As much you like to live in a hopeful romantic
world sometimes relationships do not work out and Mr. Foster and Laurel might
not work out," Aunt Iris saw Emmy's face go sad. "Then again they
could live happily ever after and if they are meant to be together they will be
without our meddling."
"All
right Aunt Iris."
"You
promise Emmy you will not interfere."
"Yes
aunt I promise," Aunt Iris lifted Emmy's chin to look into her eyes.
"Eyes
never lie," was an expression Fiona was always telling Emmy and whenever
she wanted to know whether Emmy was lying she looked her square in the eyes.
Emmy was
not lying this time she promised her aunt that she would not meddle and she would not meddle no matter what her romantic heart told her to do.
The next
day Laurel came down stairs and saw a few of Aunt Iris' friends but in the
afternoon she adjourned back to her room and she did not feel well enough to go
to Uncle Charles' and Aunt Iris' dinner party. Aunt Iris did not feel
comfortable leaving Laurel alone so Emmy was attended to party by Mr. Dumont. Mr. Dumont was not the most sociable person so people were a bit surprised to see him without
his wife but accepted him just the same. Emmy apologized to host and hostess
for the change of plans. Uncle Charles paid no mind and Aunt Victoria was sorry
she didn't know of her niece's sickness, when she said this she almost had a
look of remorse so Emmy believed her. The when she was out of the receiving line
she looked around and realized besides Mr. Dumont she knew no one in the room.
She recognized some of them from the wedding but could not think of the names
to go with the faces so she didn't feel comfortable approaching anyone. She saw Caleb
standing in the corner talking to another group of men, she caught his glance
for a bit and smiled. He smiled back but then coldly returned to his
conversation.
"Miss
Emmy," it was Mr. Foster.
"Mr.
Foster, I did not know you would be here."
"Your
aunt was kind enough to invite me. She needed a seat filler," he giggled a
bit.
"Aw
for me it was a family obligation."
"Where
is your family?"
"Mr.
Dumont has been pulled in with the other married men. Laurel was not feeling well
enough to come and Mrs. Dumont stayed home with her."
"Miss
Cromwell is sick?"
"A
slight fever, the doctor said she would be fine."
"You
called a doctor?"
"Yes
Mr. Foster but like I said, he said she will be fine she just needs rest."
"Are
you sure?"
"Yes, he is coming back next week to check up on her but Dr. Clark has been Mr. and Mrs. Dumont's physical for years he is completely trustworthy." Emmy saw
Ethan's face change to worry over this conversation she lightly touched his
arm. "If you want Mr. Foster, I can send word when Dr. Clark comes
back."
"Yes
Miss Emmy that will be nice."
"Now,
Laurel told me for me not to be worried about her and told me to have a good
time, I suggest you to do the same."
"Of
course, I cannot having you go back to your sister with a bad report and since
Mr. Dumont is preoccupied it is up to me show you off. Come on we can be second
string invites together." Mr. Foster then stuck out his arm so he could escort her around.
"Thank
you Mr. Foster," Emmy smiled one of her sweet smiles.
When
they were at Pine Haven she saw Mr. Foster as a quiet and reserved man almost
to the point of boredom and could never figure out why Laurel liked him. Though
after few minutes with him she saw a soft side of him that was very caring and
he made her laugh more than once through the night the night with his little
jokes. And he did his job of showing her off to all her the best of society.
Eventually
Aunt Victoria came up them. "My dear Mr. Foster, thank you so kind for
entertaining my niece. Now Emmy tell me all about Laurel," she took her
arm and started to pull her away.
"Mr.
Foster please find me after dinner," Emmy said before she could get away.
"Yes
Miss Emmy."
When
they were out of hearing range Aunt Victoria gave her real reason for pulling
Emmy away. "Be careful Emmy dear, people are whispering."
"Whispering
about what?"
"You
and Mr. Foster, what else?"
"What
else indeed, he is a good friend of the family."
"Yes
everyone knows his connection to your family. Sitting with you at church,
spending the day at your house and now you guys are joined at the hip."
"What?
You must be joking."
"We
all thought it was your older sister he admired but now you are raising
questions and I must say it is quite unbecoming for a young lady especially a
young lady being just presented into society. You cannot chance ruining your
good reputation before you have one."
"Aunt
Victoria, I think you are worrying too much. I do not have any intentions
towards Mr. Foster as far as I am concerned he and Laurel are meant to be
together."
"Then
behave better."
"Yes aunt," Emmy said as
the dinner gong rung.
Mr.
Dumont was good for being at her side two seconds later to escort her into
dinner. He apologized for leaving her alone but Emmy told him it was alright. He either
didn't hear the whispers going around or he did not care, both of those reasons
made sense for Emmy and she was glad he didn't have any time to ask her follow
up questions.
Though
Emmy felt like a second string invite, she got a high seat of honor sitting at
the right hand of her aunt. It was only correct that Emmy be giving a high spot
of honor, after all she was the niece of the host and hostess but it was nice
recognition. She might have had a high seat of honor, her aunt paid little
attention to her and Emmy's other dinner partner was Reverend Cole, who was at
least a hundred and had no interest in speaking. She looked diagonally across the table and saw Mr.
Foster who sat three seats away Mr. Foster who sat three seats away from her on
the opposite side allowing no conversation to happen but he smiled at her then rolled his eyes at the conversation his dinner partners were having. Both girls looked like persnickety girls that cared more about the fashion of the
party than having an actual intelligent conversation.
"Why
would he be so sweet to me and be so concerned about Laurel if he was engaged
to another girl. No it could not be right Caleb must have been wrong,"
Emmy thought.
"Well
cousin, you are getting some whispering about, I hope you are proud of yourself,"
Julia said after dinner when the men and women separated.
"All
the whispering is ridiculous, I have no attentions towards Mr. Foster as I told
your mother."
"I
hope not you would not want to crush her sister's heart."
"I
have no attentions."
"You
are such a good, sweet, innocent girl and way too idealistic."
"Thank
you cousin."
"It
will not do at all if you plan to stay in Boston. Everyone know to survive in
the real world you must be sweet and innocent on the outside and
cunning on the inside."
"Perhaps
then I don't belong in Boston."
"Perhaps
not."
"But
while I am here I will learn from your ways and then all the men will want
me."
The
words could be sweet but the tone was far from anything sweet. Emmy could not tell
you what it was about her cousin that brought out the worst in her. She used to
love her cousin but after this summer she saw her cousin as a manipulative
person always looking for trouble. Emmy thought her cousin would be great as a
Shakespeare villain, much in the vein of Iago from Othello.
After
Emmy and Julia exchanged their pleasantries the men returned to their women. No
one could miss what happened next Caleb nodded to Julia when he came in the
room and she cut through the party to him. Uncle Charles then clinked his glass
calling the attention to him
"If
my wife could join me, we have some pleasant news to announce," Aunt Victoria
joined him in no time. "We kept it quiet till our eldest, Nicholas, was
married bit now we are pleased to announce our daughter Julia will be marrying
Mr. Caleb James."
The room
began spinning for Emmy. All the claps and clinks of glasses blurred together
and she felt her knees go weak. Her vision then got hazy and then she was gone.
The next thing she knew she woke up in one of aunt's guest room.
She had collapsed, and unlike Laurel who gained consciousness right away Emmy stayed out while Mr. Foster picked her up and at Aunt Victoria's insistence carried her up to a guest room. Then he was ushered out of the room so the maids could take off her dress and loosen her corset. Of course they thought it was her corsets pulled too tight, it was frequent for girls to lose breath with their corsets pulled too tight even with the more natural form styles that were in fashion.
Little did they know Ethan Foster paced in the hall outside of Miss Emmy's door till he heard that she was alright. Mr. Dumont was there too but he just leaned against the wall not saying much.
"How is she doing Mrs. Danford?" Ethan asked she came out of the room.
"She is awake now."
"Good, then I think should order my motor coach and we can bring her down when it arrives," Mr. Dumont said calmly.
"I do not think that is a good idea, I would not want to upset her, I think she should spend the night her. We will send word after breakfast if she is up to leaving," Mrs. Danford said.
Before Ethan could say he agreed Julia was at the top of the stairs.
"Mother, come quickly the guest are talking about leaving. This is my night and I will not let Emmy is fainting ruin it," Julia had her temper fit tone.
"Alright, darling, alright I will be right down."
"No mother, I need you now or else this whole night will be ruined."
This is left the gentlemen alone.
"Mr. Foster thank you for being so concerned over Miss Emmy, I am sure my wife will want to express her thanks as well, they meant the world to her. When she is home please come by."
"Thank you Mr. Dumont. Please send her my regards and give Miss Cromwell all my best wishes for her to feel better soon."
" I will. I'd better be off, I am sure by now Mrs. Dumont would have received word of Miss Emmy and I will have to calm her down."
Both Mr. Dumont and Ethan Foster snuck out of the party. Mr. Dumont did it quickly after saying his farewell to Ethan but Ethan stayed a bit, he could not leave the house thinking any second he could be needed to fetch a doctor, or send word to the Dumonts, or really anything. Then Mr. Danford came up stairs a little sloshed from the festivities below. Mr. Danford was usually the first one to turn in, he stat it was because he had business to attend to but in reality he was either too bored or too drunk or both to be in a party mood.
"Go on son, go on home, we will notify you right away if she gets worse," was all he said when he passed by Ethan Foster in the hall.
"Yes sir."
Then Ethan slipped out. It was warm October night which was uncommon for how late in the season it was. The summer air had disappeared but there was still a sense of warmth that lingered. Because of this walk home. The Danfords lived near Berkley on Commonwealth and he lived near Dartmouth on Marlborough, it would not be worth hassle of ordering his automobile for the five blocks. Plus his thoughts were preoccupied and he needed the walk to clear his them out. They should have been on Miss Emmy after all she was the one that fainted, but Laurel was stuck in his brain. He pretended not to hear the whispers at the party as a man it was easier to ignore idle gossip. He had though, everyone snickering at his behavior to Emmy calling them suitors and making other false accusations. How would he ever be able to explain it to Laurel? She had seem so cold the other to him and now this would not help her thoughts of him. He thought he could put it all behind him, he never should have sent her the book, it would just give her hope and he could not lead on like that. The news of his engagement would crush her.
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